Essay About Day And Meaning Of Love

Love Is Beautiful
Love Is Beautiful
Teenagers are so blind to love because we are young and stupid. If it werent called a crush, it wouldnt hurt. When I believe its not there it seems so real and overflows my body with an unexplainable feeling. No matter what I do I cannot change the unexpected. I honestly dont think anyone will be able to understand or define the meaning of love. However I love my family and friends, but I am starting to give up on loving anyone else. I hate how Im so happy and then its ruined.. I hate how you make me feel so bad, however in my life Ive experienced more love from you than enough pain to overcome what I already know, which is to love to the full extent. Goodbye is never goodbye until life is over. I will always be able to love someone again, just like they are able to love me. Why do I listen to others lies about love and what they know? Why dont I just love like I want to love. I exercise my mind freely and i forget what is holding it altogether. I will always be buried with feelings and emotions from past experiences whether I realize it or not. Its hard to see and understand from anyones perspective because I am not that person and I am surely not God. I cannot relive the past, but build over faith in myself. I cannot rely on what I hear or say or even on others ambitions. I must forgive and never forget, I believe; If I forget, what lesson was learned? Or if I were in love why would I want to forget how wonderful it was to see the person smile and why it hurts so bad now to see them smile. I hate when you wipe my tears away because I cry more knowing you see and know that the pain is there. Im not just in love, I am deeply and desperately in love and this one time is enough. Piece by piece I take in the meaning of such a confusing feeling of emotion. Look in my eyes, which will describe the truth that my heart wants to say. Its easier to lie and walk out on love then to hurt you or myself later by just tearing up the emotions that were shared. Love is not a gift to life, it is something to take out and figure out. I love you id do anything to listen to what you cant say. Id deny the truth and protect you with my life. I cant love, I already love you to a full extent. I love you as much as it seems you will allow me. Why is it that people cant rely on their own decisions and feelings of love? I dont think i will ever have that answer. If faith cant bind us together, then what can or will? Theres nothing I want more than to be with you. You dont realize that I care so much about what was there and what is still here. Yes, mistakes do come into the picture. However why cant we start new and watch our souls collide. This love I speak of is unlike anything ive ever experienced before. I patiently wait for the moment that youll realize that I was in love all along but I have just began to figure it out. If I dont know how to fix my mistakes, then of course youll never know if I dont take a chance to explain why I love you so much, or even how or why this all came about. Out of all the rest you stand out. Was it fate or destiny? . I can see the way you feel. Day after day, I thought I was getting closer to the understanding of loves meaning, but I took a wrong turn and now Im lost without you. Im lost without another way. If you asked me how many times Ive given up or ran away from the problems that interfered, itd be too many to keep track of. Ill never be able to get the closeness I shared with you with anyone else because Im afraid youll run away like I already did, but if you