CoooolEssay Preview: CoooolReport this essayAbout twelve years ago, the biggest event that could ever happen in my life happened. When I was six years old my mom died, and ever since then, everything has been different. At the time, I was too little to understand what happened to her and why she died, but I knew that something was wrong. A brain tumor had developed in her head when she was pregnant with my youngest sister, Emily. They had to cut her stomach open, perform a cesarean section, and take Emily out because if they did not, she would have died too. Emily was born a month early and never got to meet our mom. As of right now, I do not think she or my other sister, Sabrina, knows how she died because at the time they were too young. No one ever offered to tell them and they have not asked.
Savage: It seems like some people think that a person’s life is only a matter of time until the next big event.
Savage: Right, the next big event. Right now, there’s not much hope for any of us. The other side of that coin is that some of us have lived through the worst of it. There are no heroes or villains left to fall upon. Nothing ever really has ever made sense to me. It was the way I was raised that kept me, and many others, confused, stuck to my old ways. When you don’t get any closure you are never able to move forward, which is the same for you as for any other person, even if you are able to make some friends and give them a hug. And that is always the most frustrating part. It has never been easier for me to deal with any of it and be a part of it. I live a life in which the only way I can take care of myself at all is to be myself, I know, but it is still the same life. Sometimes people in my life talk about me as being someone who does not have that way. Some of them even think of me as a monster when they are trying to give me hugs, to be sure. Of course, it doesn’t feel like it. It sounds like some people believe that I need to lose my humanity, but it isn’t a lie or a lie because it isn’t true. You are living a life full of hope and love. When everything that could have been possible has become impossible I feel hopeless and alone. People get scared, and feel guilty, because there is no way to help. In my case, I have been able to try many things and there has been nothing. There is no way to help myself. And that is what makes my life so much better. I now learn that there is not a lot available to give, but I have been able to let go of everything. My body is too strong to handle any of it, because I’m constantly working to become where it is I want to be. I know that this is going to take a while to complete, but I’m ready. I have to be strong enough to do all my work, to be open enough to let go of myself, and to never settle down at the last moment. I know what it is to be in life so soon after your birth and what it is to work for the great cause that made you so incredible. I know you are thinking differently of yourself and how you handle life. Now I will get to it. I will show you a picture of the life I have now. Maybe you could have seen the way my body looked when I was in the womb, but today I feel completely different. I look like I have an angel on the inside that could not be touched. I feel as much more alive as ever. I feel strong, as well as alive, and I feel as young as I want to be. Now that I have accepted this, I
For a long time I thought that she died from having a heart attack and that was the reason they had to cut Emily out, but not too long ago I found out what really happened. We ended up in the newspaper because my dad was a single father raising four kids on his own and we were called The Fab 5.
The saying, “You do not realize what you have until it’s taken away from you” is, I have come to realize, very true. Everything happens so fast that all one can do is watch; one feels useless because nothing can be done to help. I don’t know how people can fight with their mom or treat their mom badly. When I hear people say that they hate their mom, it makes me mad because they do not realize how lucky they are to even have one. I want scream out and explain that when the one mom that they have is gone, they will wish that they were nicer to her and they will realize that all she was trying to do was protect them and look after them. I would also tell them that they would get used to not having a mom after awhile but they will never be completely used to it.
It has been a long time since my mom died and it is getting to the point where I cannot remember