Close Reading:An Invisible Sign Of My Own
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Close Reading: An Invisible Sign of My Own
For much of her life, Mona Gray has lived a strange life after her father contracted an unknown disease. Mona soon becomes a quitter, and although she excels at many things, she always forces herself to quit. All of this changed when Benjamin Smith, the new science teacher, arrives. With his eccentric ways he is able to see through Mona when most people were not, including her family. Monas perfect little world is threatened when she crosses paths with love and her soul mate, Benjamin Smith.
The most interesting two pages in this novel, An Invisible Sign Of My Own by Aimee Bender, were pages 221 and 222. These pages were really interesting because for the first time Mona displays some characteristics that were not seen throughout this novel. For example, the first paragraph on page 221 begins with an intimate moment between Mona Gray and Benjamin Smith. In this scene, Mona describes kissing the wounds of Benjamin, “theres no part of him I find better than the burns up and down his arms and I am kissing them over and over”(221). Here Mona finds a special connection with Benjamin as she refers these wounds as his “bathroom trip” and we know that Mona uses her own “bathroom trip” as her way to detach herself from personal feelings (as this was described earlier in the novel). And it is also during this moment that Mona admits to having “the smallest, most precious glimmer of trust” (221) with Benjamin. This type of behavior was never seen before from Mona and here the author makes a connection between these two characters as having a special bond. Another example of this special connection, and Mona seems to recognize it, would be where she describes as having a magnetic attraction every time she comes in contact with Benjamin, “the magnets are charging up” (219). From these few examples, I get feeling that Mona has an attraction for Benjamin and slowly falling for him. Earlier in the novel Mona has a boyfriend, but in no moment did she ever describe as having exclusive feelings for this particular man. Instead she proceeded with her “bathroom trip” and eventually breaks up with him with no explanation.
Also, during her intimate moment with Benjamin, Mona brings up a random thought that I found a bit strange, but Mona is perfectly okay with this because she has found that ease. Mona whispers to Benjamin that Danny, one of her former students, brought a severed arm to class as a “1” and “the parents rioted” (221) and she thought it was wonderful. Here, the author made it clear that Mona is not a normal woman, because no normal person would bring up such a random thought specially, during an intimate moment. Again we are able to see that Mona has the comfort to be able to express her personal thoughts with Benjamin without any risk of ruining the moment. Benjamin on the other hand, doesnt seem to be shocked by these comments instead he finds it amusing, “he starts laughing and laughing until his voice gets ragged and I can feel the room shift” (221). Once more we are able to see that Mona and Benjamin are two characters that are very much alike.
After the description of the severed arm, the author returns back to the intimate moment and she describes in great detail what is occurring during this instant.