Clash Of Identity
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Clash of Identity
The difference between Rodriguezs struggle between identity and Angelous struggle is that, Angelous identitys center of focus is her name, while Rodriguezs identity seems to revolve around his “complexion”. Although they both wrote about the struggle with their own identity, the views and attitude of the two authors differ. In Richard Rodriguezs essay “Complexion” and Maya Angelous essay “Mary” both authors illustrate some hardships they faced during their life, such as their experience with racism and prejudice. In spite of the fact that they are both faced with similar situations, the actuality that sets apart their characters is how they dealt with each of their situations.
Rodriguez attitude about himself during his childhood was largely influenced by his family, especially his mother, “Dark skin was for my mother the most important symbol of a life of oppressive labor and poverty.”(Rodriguez. 451), people who worked in fields and construction sites spent most of their time under the sun, causing their “complexion” to darken, so it was assumed that a person with dark skin was a menial laborer. Rodriguezs mother would commonly point out his dark complexion by comparison with the poor and the black, at one time she told Rodriguez, “You look like a negritoÐ you wont be satisfied till you end up looking like los pobresÐ…”(Rodriguez 447). His mothers friends would also often talk of what a burden or a curse it was, to have dark skin, “Ð… it was a womans spoken concern: the fear of having a dark-skinned son or daughter.”(Rodriguez 449), Rodriguez is illustrating that in his culture, people preferred light skin children over dark skin, knowing that a light skinned child would not face as much prejudice a dark skinned child would growing up. In contrast, Margaret wasnt ashamed of her skin, or being of different color, she was proud of her race and ethnicity, at the beginning she expresses her pride through her relatives accomplishment, “Ð…my grandmother had owned the only Negro general merchandise store since the turn of the century.”(Maya 3), this she said to a Texas women, when asked about her hometown.
Rodriguez and Angelou both expressed their struggled in search for their own identity in their essay. Margarets identity was compromised when Margaret was called out of her original name. Margarets name was casually changed by Mrs. Cullinan, “Thats too long shes Mary from now on”(Maya 6). Margaret reciprocated by taking her revenge upon Mrs. Cullinan. Margaret struggles between Mary and Margaret, Margaret her true self, a free person, an individual, and Mary, a menial laborer, a servant inferior to Mrs. Cullinan, a person who toyed with Margarets name as if it was her possession. Rodriguez on the other hand, shaved his arms to change his skin complexion, to get away from being stereotyped and opinionated as a menial laborer by his relatives, due to his dark skin. Rodriguezs relatives often spoke of his complexion, “In my mind I heard the swirling voices of aunts, and even my mothers voice, whispering, whispering incessantly about lemon juice solutions and dark, feo children”(Rodriguez 455), in his culture, lemon juice was believed to lighten a persons skin. Rodriguezs mother would habitually use this treatment on him, the only actual thing this remedy did, was make Rodriguez feel even more of an outcast, more ashamed of his true self.
The difference, however, between Angelou and Rodriguez was that Rodriguezs dilemma wasnt his skin complexion, but what others thought of his skin complexion, for instance Rodriguez illustrates, “I didnt consider my dark skin to be a racial characteristicÐ…I judged myself uglyÐ… I felt my dark skin made me unattractive to women.”(Rodriguez 455), unlike Rodriguez, Angelou was confident enough in herself to speak of Mrs. Cullinan in a demeaning way, “Mrs. Viola Cullinan was a plump womanÐ…her