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am i happy?
a question of such void and stoic obstinance that it drives the mind
insane.
am i happy?
Allow me to first set the grounds as to justify the pessimistic viewpoint
that you, the reader, may interpret from this simple question.
A simple a question, that almost to extinguish its own existence,
portrays a paradoxical meaning of polar destruction aimed at the heart of
humanity.The justification for this
Your imagination. Otherwise I have fulfilled the grounds for the earlier
condition.
No, I am not happy. On the contrary, I dont believe I have any reason to
truly be unhappy without just cause.
I live in an ideal two-story house with magnifiscent parents whom have
taken the liberty in raising a problematic creature such as I. Who am I
to have mistook the love of such great people into anything other than
that?
I enjoy many activities in secret.Some that would truly seem out of
character, but it matters not. People can very well be damned.
I know myself to be two-faced, but more accurately poly-faced.
I place a facade on the thin layer of sanity that tautly fabricates the
existence of what few people I have acquainted myself to conceal what I
understand as the more chaotic, wild and inappropriately squeamish person
I feel myself to be, and if left unchecked, an essence that could
overtake my very being.
This facade that I place on my being, it kills me, but keeps me alive.
Am I not the only one with this mortification?
Doubtless there are many like myself, so is that a justification for
bearing it, because others have?
For the time being, thats what I use to keep me running, because I know