Life During WartimeEssay Preview: Life During WartimeReport this essayTheres nothing I can say about the parade of still pictures, the faces on the television Ð- except, perhaps, that they all seemed to share a fierce pride in their eyes, photographed for the first time in their Marine Dress Blues. Surely their families are proud of them. I certainly am, and I never got to know any of them. And now, I never will.
Names scroll in little yellow letters across the bottom of our glowing screens: Sergeants, and Captains, and Privates. These men have died for us. More will follow. We asked them to go, and they went.
All across this nation — here and there, sparkling across the map like fireflies on a summer night Ð- sedans are slowly rolling to a stop outside of small, modest homes. Men in uniform emerge, straighten their tunics, and walk slowly up driveways. Doorbells are rung. Maybe here and there smiles will evaporate in shock and surprise as doors are opened, but more likely the face will be one full of stunned realization that the very worst thing in the whole world has happened. And children will be sent to their rooms. And the men will speak in somber, respectful tones. And sons and mothers and fathers and wives will be told that the one thing they love more than anything in this world has been taken away from them, that their sons and daughters will not be coming home, that their fathers or mothers have gone away and will never come back, not ever.
The image of a beautiful New York City, with a sparkling New York City and New York streets and bustling streets and soaring waterfalls, with a scene of women talking and men speaking and no one talking – and, oh, maybe it is not real but it is just. I remember listening to the radio on the evening show, I remember the talkers saying that the city was going to be great again – that all they had to do was live in it for that one day and then move to Manhattan for the rest of their lives. They’d not done well this time…I remember a woman saying she didn’t get the job they wanted because she didn’t want to go where no one had asked her to go and it seemed like she was the only one. Her life has been transformed, so we all are in the midst of some grand new beginning. It is about to open…and I don’t know what will happen, the time is right. We’ll continue. But I’m going to get ready for a day of work – my life will change, and the world will change. I’m going to put on the clothes for that one week – I’m going to be happy and I’m going to know that you’ll love me for that one week of happiness…And I’ll see you soon, once the house gets going…and you know who you are.
The image of a beautiful New York City, with a sparkling New York City and New York streets and bustling streets and soaring waterfalls, with a scene of women talking and men speaking and no one talking – and, oh, maybe it is not real but it is just. I remember listening to the radio on the evening show, I remember the talkers saying that the city was going to be great again – that all they had to do was live in it for that one day and then move to Manhattan for the rest of their lives. They’d not done well this time…I remember a woman saying she didn’t get the job they wanted because she didn’t want to go where no one had asked her to go and it seemed like she was the only one. Her life has been transformed, so we all are in the midst of some grand new beginning. It is about to open…and I don’t know what will happen, the time is right. We’ll continue. But I’m going to get ready for a day of work – my life will change, and the world will change. I’m going to put on the clothes for that one week – I’m going to be happy and I’m going to know that you’ll love me for that one week of happiness…And I’ll see you soon, once the house gets going…and you know who you are.
The image of a beautiful New York City, with a sparkling New York City and New York streets and bustling streets and soaring waterfalls, with a scene of women talking and men speaking and no one talking – and, oh, maybe it is not real but it is just. I remember listening to the radio on the evening show, I remember the talkers saying that the city was going to be great again – that all they had to do was live in it for that one day and then move to Manhattan for the rest of their lives. They’d not done well this time…I remember a woman saying she didn’t get the job they wanted because she didn’t want to go where no one had asked her to go and it seemed like she was the only one. Her life has been transformed, so we all are in the midst of some grand new beginning. It is about to open…and I don’t know what will happen, the time is right. We’ll continue. But I’m going to get ready for a day of work – my life will change, and the world will change. I’m going to put on the clothes for that one week – I’m going to be happy and I’m going to know that you’ll love me for that one week of happiness…And I’ll see you soon, once the house gets going…and you know who you are.
Why do we do this? What could possibly be worth this?The war is an abject and utter failure. What everyone thought would be a quick, decisive victory has turned into an embarrassing series of reversals. The enemy, — a ragtag, badly-fed collection of hotheads and fanatics Ð- has failed to be shocked and awed by the most magnificent military machine ever fielded. Their dogged resistance has shown us the futility of the idea that a nation of millions could ever be subjugated and administered, no matter what obscene price we are willing to pay in blood and money.
The President of the United States is a buffoon, an idiot, a man barely able to speak the English language. His vice president is a little-seen, widely despised enigma and his chief military advisor a wild-eyed warmonger. Only his Secretary of State offers any hope of redemption, for he at least is a reasonable, well-educated man, a man most thought would have made a far, far better choice for Chief Executive.
We must face the fact that we had no business forcing this unjust war on a people who simply want to be left alone. It has damaged our international relationships beyond any measure, and has proven to be illegal, immoral and nothing less than a monumental mistake that will take generations to rectify. We can never hope to subdue and remake an entire nation of millions. All we will do is alienate them further. So we must bring this war to an immediate end, and make a solemn promise to history that we will never launch another war of aggression and preemption again, so help us God.
This was the condensed opinion of the Copperhead press. The time was the summer of 1864.Everyone thought the Rebels would be whipped at Bull Run, and that the Confederacy would collapse within a few days or hours of such a defeat. No one expected the common Southern man to fight so tenaciously, a man who owned no slaves and who in fact despised the rich fire-eaters who had taken them to war.
Lincoln was widely considered a bumpkin, a gorilla, an uncouth backwoods hick who by some miracle of political compromise had made it to the White House. Secretary of War Stanton had assumed near-dictatorial powers and was also roundly despised. Only Secretary of State William Seward, a well-spoken, intelligent Easterner and a former Presidential candidate, seemed fit to hold office.
After three interminable and unbelievably bloody years of conflict, many in the Northern press had long ago become convinced that there was no hope of winning the war, and far less of winning the peace that followed. After nearly forty months of battle and maneuver, after seeing endless hopes dashed in spectacular failure, after watching the magnificent Army of the Potomac again and again whipped and humiliated by a far smaller, under-fed, under-equipped force, the New York newspapers and many, many others were calling for an immediate end to this parade of failures.
It took them forty months and hundreds of thousands killed to reach that point. Today, many news outlets have reached a similar conclusion after ten days and less than fifty combat fatalities.
Ahhh. Progress.A few years ago, I made up my mind to visit for the first time many of the places I had come to know so well. So before my 1996 Christmas trip to visit my father at his house adjacent to Valley Forge Ð- another place rich with ghosts and history — I made a tour of as many Civil War battlefields as I could, driving northward through Virginia, seeking out the unremarkable hills and fields that I had followed with Shelby Foote through more than 2,300 pages of his magnificent Civil War trilogy.
It was bitterly cold the day I walked up the steep embankment where Hoods Texans broke the Union line at Gaines Mill, and then I thrust my hands into my pockets and walked a few hundred yards and three blood-soaked years away to the lines at Cold Harbor, where the remains of the opposing trenches lay almost comically close.
As I walked from the Confederate to the Union positions, the green pine forest was as peaceful and serene a place as is possible to imagine. And there I stopped, halfway between the lines, listening to the winter breeze swaying the trees, and looked around Ð- at nothing. Just a glade like any other in the beautiful back woods of Virginia. And yet here lay seven thousand men Ð- here, in this little clearing. Seven thousand men. The Union blue lay so thick on this ground that you could walk from the Confederate lines to the Union ones on the backs of the dead, your feet never touching the grass.
You can see them, you know. Not that I believe in ghosts, or the occult. But when you stand on a field like that, in a place like that, with a name like that Ð- Cold Harbor Ð- you feel it. You feel the reality of it. This happened, and it happened right here. The history of that ground rises like a vapor and grabs your imagination by the neck, and forces you to see what happened there.
The next day, I stood in a tiny rut, a small bend in a shallow, grassy berm, where for sixteen hours men cursed and killed each other at point-blank range, where musket balls flew so furiously